This terrifies me so I have to do it

The bookworm (27)

Could it be her

Could she be the one 

It makes me sad

So sad

It isn’t like it was before

Where i always thought 

“She could never like me”

I recognize now

That i am no more or less than any human

What is it then?

Maybe i just know 

That even if she liked me

I could never like her 

Because after the last few years

Ive gone from completely ignoring red flags

To seeing nothing but red flags

I just dont think “love”

Is worth the risk anymore